Trouble with hallucinations, help?

So I'm 22, I got diagnosed with bi-polor when I was 15. I also have have been diagnosed with insomnia and a mild anxiety disorder fun right? Since my manic episode my freshman year I have been prescriped a ton of drugs that only made things worse, except for lithium which I am still currently on. My partner helped me get off some severly destructive and addictive sleeping medications about 2 years ago, they caused severe hallusinations among other problems. My various doctors have tried about 10-15 anxiety/sleep/mania medications to try and straighten me out with my sleep/anxiety issues they all just made it WORSE! Things got better about a year ago I was sleeping without any medication at all. Last night the hallusinations and anxiety attacks returned and I could not sleep at all. Please don't advise me to talk to my shrink because no offence doctors usually don't help, they just dole out more and more meds that made it all even worse. What should I do?